Went to work today. For about an hour. Before hours. I signed everything in my basket and then did some basic work on the reports I do. I farmed out some work and told one of my workers that he did a fine job on some important tasks. I caught up with my manager. I listened to some complaints about the joint from my fellow supervisors.
I realized early on that I was ready to take someone’s head off. I had no Xanax to calm me down, and the nicotine gum is no longer working to distract me from my need to smoke. I took off. I didn’t even sign in.
I’m no longer making intelligent decisions. Long story short, after I left work I went to Geena’s. I printed out her son’s homework since their printer’s on the fritz. My home printer is useless since the cartridges are dead. I totally messed up getting her her new apartment application, the real reason I drove into Racoon City today. It seems like I can’t solve the simplest of problems. I’m totally on the edge. I’ve gone.. quite… mad.